jxm (he/they)
@jxm@lgbtqia.space
I am queer and non-binary. I recently realized that although I’ve been #queer all my life, I was also #trans. Over the last year, I’ve come to terms with why I was so unhappy with my body. Why I hated clothes shopping, getting my hair cut and other typically gendered things. It was all wrong because people were trying to steer me toward only male things. I love doing them now that I’ve admitted to myself that I was just walking down the wrong aisle.
lgbtqia.space
Since I’m going on about personal stuff, I’ll also mention that psychedelics have played a major role in me figuring out my gender identity.
Using THC gummies definitely loosened the damn but late last year I tried mushrooms for the first time. During that first trip, it was just so obvious to me that I wanted to be someone I wasn’t. It sort of threw the shackles off my brain (that I had put there) and let me express what was hidden deep down inside.
The more I thought about it, the more I realized that I wanted to be something other than male. I didn’t want to be a woman, but something in between. I want to take from both columns. Who says guys can’t wear yoga pants or leggings? Or a skirt? Or makeup?
Mushrooms lowered my inhibitions enough for me to finally admit it out loud. And once I said, “I am trans” out loud for the first time, it felt so right. Like a huge weight off my shoulders.
#trans #transgender #theythem #nonbinary #lgbtqia #lgbtq #lgbt #psychedelics #magicmushroom #shrooms
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